Rewind

Trying to go back to the place I once knew, wanna run till Im back to the place i grew from I want to go back to warn the "little me" about the future that was set up for us . Im not the joyous child I once was.I would rewind and watch my life over stop and reflect on the best memories before she left to watch over us.Those final days were rough, but I know that now I have to strive on and make something out of nothing make sure my roots stay planted. 

  

FOR YOU TO REMEMBER: 

I know eveything may not be the way u want it to be, but Im glad that all the crap that has happened in ur life has lead u to us. We aren't the brady bunch but we will stick together no matter what!  I can tell u from the bottom of my heart that I love u enough for all of the people who have let u down, or will continue to, Im not good at expressing feelings, so I don't say these things enough, but u kids are my pride and joy! I may not seem happy sometimes,but I hope u guys know that depite it I truly am happy because Im surrounded by the loves of my life. Thank u for being u, and for how much u help out. It  has really helped me out and I really appreciate it and most of all, u. xoxox