So close

My Soul? That's black
The color or my sky? That's grey
Color of my eyes? Those are black as well.
Why? that's always the question. well that's the color I match with my soul. Its full of emptiness that fills my broken heart. It matches the burning flames in this resistant vessel. I mean look at it this way isn't it reality? Were just vessels "born for something great". All we're good for is living strange lives that  we're implied to love and befriend total strangers who maybe in the next life we wont even remember. The real sad thing is we're living in this absurd life.

My Mr.Almost

" You were once so close my Mr.Almost"

This line is from a song i wrote a few years back. my best friend (at the time) sister was engaged. Her and her fiance were together for 5 years before he proposed. Almost a month till the wedding she found out the truth. He had been cheating on her for a few of those years.Everything seemed perfect between the two but it wasn't I guess. When I wrote the song I knew it had to be about heartbreak (as are most of them) but this story spoke out to me and it was some what relatable to many people we all have that one person we want to truley be our one and only but we know they never will. 

everything

You are what god calls an angel, the sunshine to every morning.
Our entire world I don't think I'd know what to do if you were gone, ripped from us.
My whole world is you. You make us smile and laugh the most most random things you say and do is amazing.
I love you my little angel.  

Why

So I wrote this on my tumblr account but i thought i should also share this on here.


Why should I have to be alright with everything.

Why should I be the one to forget everything.

Why shouldn't you be punished for your actions 

Why do we keep doing this to each other.

We keep pretending that everything is okay that its fine when its not.

Why cant we save each other from this world that we're both drowning in...why.

Sometimes

Sometimes people come into our lives that we didn't we really needed.
Sometimes its the people that love you the most that hurt you the most.
Sometimes things change for the best.
Things are not always what they seem but we just have to hope everything turns out great for the best.
We are who we are for a purpose.
There are people and things that will enter your life at different time to show you different lessons, some of us learn and others dont depends if those lessons were the best ones.